it's a rainy sunday...

i really have a thing for rainy sundays.

brings back old memories. i used to go outside on a rainy sunday with my friends, childhood friends..hanggang sa tumila ang ulan...my mom would call me up para maligo na after. then i will watch t.v. masarap ang pakiramdam, malamig, i was at the sala with a pillow and a blanket.

life for me that time was so simple.

sometimes i feel weird. i only had little memories of my childhood. sometimes, my tita would tell me that before i used to like a certain food...but even i couldn't remember that. then sometimes, when i go to a certain place, it gives me this feeling that "why do i have this feeling like i've been here before..?" and sometimes i would have a flashback of my childhood while sleeping. things like that.

but now, i don't go out on a rainy sunday anymore. i'll just chill out here at home, watch dvd and have a nice, warm hot san mig coffee...and pancakes!

that's just my thing, it's sunday and it's raining...aaah...life..^_^

The Call by Regina Spektor (From the movie soundtrack: The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian

The Call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Why do you pretend anyway?

"We are all what we pretend to be,
so, we had better be very
careful what we pretend."